Forget it, I can't get it to post with separate paragraphs. If anyone is willing to read it anyway, or copy and paste it and separate it for me, I'd appreciate it. If someone still will read it, that'd be good, cause I really need the advice!
kristyann
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Would you date someone with a history of INCEST?
by kristyann inhey everyone!
i hope that at least someone missed me or noticed that i was gone!
i have been so busy, and i don't think that i've really been on here since june.
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Would you date someone with a history of INCEST?
by kristyann inhey everyone!
i hope that at least someone missed me or noticed that i was gone!
i have been so busy, and i don't think that i've really been on here since june.
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kristyann
Hey everyone! I hope that at least someone missed me or noticed that I was gone! I have been so busy, and I don't think that I've really been on here since June. Well, I'm glad to be back. I don't know how often I'll be on here, what with school and all, but I have missed the discussions, that's for sure.
Well, I wanted to ask what everyone thinks of a new relationship that I'm in. I have been dating this guy for about 5 or 6 months, and we have gotten very close in that time. I met him in August and we've been spending lots of time together ever since. I really adore him... but he told me something the other night that really freaked me out.
My boyfriend says to me on the phone the other night that he has dark secrets that he's afraid to tell me but that are eating away at him. So I'm like "Go ahead and tell me, I just want to listen." It took him a little while, but he finally revealed to me that years ago he used to have sex with his COUSIN. With his COUSIN!!! He's about 10 years older than me, so he's in his early thirties. He says it was about 5 years ago or something, and it took place over a period of several years. He's not like some kind of hick or something (I know that's what people usually associate with this kind of thing). He really isn't at all.
He says that he feels very guilty over it now and he's ashamed and he thinks it's disgusting. He says that when he thinks of it, he wants to throw up. I think it's sick and really weird and all... it totally freaked me out... but at the same time, what's past is past, and if someone really regrets it and thinks it's sick now, I'm willing to forget it and move on.
However, the problem to me is that he still speaks with this person! He told me that it was her idea, and that she said if he didn't have sex with her, she'd tell her parents and his that he raped her. So he claims he was coerced and manipulated into it. So then, my question is, why would he still talk to her? Wouldn't he not be able to stand her if she really coerced him into it? He says it's to keep the peace in the family. No one knows (not his parents, not hers, not anyone), and he says a "family war" would break out if anyone did know. He says a lot of his relatives are old and sick and they could get worse or die from the conflict and the shocking, disturbing news.
But I have a problem with it. I know that if I told him I had been having sex with a cousin or whatever of mine, he'd FLIP if I still talked to them! He doesn't want me to talk to anyone I've ever had sex with or even been on a date with at all. So I don't see why he shouldn't follow his own rules. He still talks to this girl on the phone, takes pictures of her at family events, goes to her kids' birthday parties, hangs out, etc. I think it's sick! He always talked about her just like any other family member, but little did I know the truth. It really freaks me out. I suppose that he is well within his rights to do that if that's what he REALLY wants to do, but I also feel that I am well within my rights to ask that he doesn't do it if he wants to be in a relationship with me, and if he doesn't comply, that I am also well within my rights to leave him.
The whole situation is very awkward and uncomfortable. I am broken hearted over it. I adore him so much and I am devestated to find this news out. What will happen at family functions? His mother is sick and will probably die soon... and this particular cousin happens to be his mother's favorite niece. He will obviously want me at the funeral very much, but I don't think it's fair that I'd have to go through the torture of seeing her and being reminded of this sick situation at the funeral. Or at other people's funerals (which it's inevitable that there will be a lot of, since he has a lot of old, sick relatives) and weddings or whatever other family functions. It's just not normal, and it would be too painful for me. Plus, I know he'd have a hard time if it was the other way around... he has said so.
We have talked about marriage (not for now, but WAY, WAY in the future)... but still, I don't know if I could marry someone who has had a relationship like that and then still sees and talks with the person... and then I'd have to see her at events and whatever else. It's awkward for everyone, I know, but I don't think many women would have an easy time with this (or many men, either). But I am just devestated to find this out because I like him so much! But I mean, really, is it fair that I should have to deal with this crap for the rest of my life if I were to ever get extremely serious with him and have a life together with him? I can't see a future of having to tolerate her phone calls, pictures of her, get togethers with her... I just can't see it. It would break my heart and turn my stomach.
Should I just get rid of this relationship and move on? Try to ask him to see it from my perspective and see how he reacts? Deal with it? What would you guys do?
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Children who claim to remember past life
by frankiespeakin inthe university of virginia has a unit in the department of psychiatirc medicine that investigates these claims.
here is a link to this unit:http://www.healthsystem.virginia.edu/internet/personalitystudies/.
and here is a partial clip:.
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kristyann
I am generally suspicious about these kinds of things. I generally think they are probably faked or set up.
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WTS getting desperate, Notes from CO talk
by doinmypart inhere are my wife's notes from the co talk this past tuesday.. 1c christians preached despite demonic activity (acts 4:1,2).
acts 4:18-20 shows they continued b/c they had god's spirit.
acts 5 all the apostles were imprisoned and about to be put to death, but were beaten & released instead.
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kristyann
Thank you again for the help, AuldSoul. :)
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The good thing about all the convention invitations...
by sass_my_frass in.
.... is that, at any time in the future, if you happen to be talking to a jw who doesn't know your history, you can make believe that you learned all this stuff at that one convention day you attended because somebody gave you an invitation to a district convention.... 'yeah i tell you, i mean you people seem polite and all, but i can't stand that they spent the whole day telling the children that they can't go to college, and that they kept saying over and over that the end is near....'
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kristyann
I have never gotten an invitation to a convention. Maybe cause there aren't many JWs around here? How do they usually send out the invitations, too? Door to door with the rest of the crap? Do they stick it in one of the Watchtowers or something?
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If you had a couple of JW email addresses....
by JH in.
i dont know if you have the email addresses of some of the witnesses in your congregation, but if you did, would you send them links and send them apostate stuff..... .
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kristyann
Matt used to send his one sister some information from freeminds.org but she never paid any attention. She's not really "in" the organization, anyhow, but it would have been nice if she would have looked at them.
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Did I miss something? Is this the new resolution at the D.Convention?
by Star Moore in1. we are determined to intensify our preaching activity.
2. to live up to our dedication to jehovah and give him exclusive devotion.
3. to follow jesus' example closely and be no part of the world.
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Is this true? Is this the new resolution? How did you find out? Will it be printed in an issue of the Watchtower soon?
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I think I did something very "sick" and embarassing
by kristyann inokay... so i am super embarassed once again.
this time what happened is too embarassing to share, i think.
most people would probably tell me i am gross, too, and most of you would probably not even want to hear it so i guess that i am better off not sharing it here.
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Oh my lanta... you have no idea how grateful I am for all of you and your stories. They made me feel SO much better. I guess that I didn't realize that so many women (or almost all) have had something really embarassing happen with their periods at one point or another... or I was just so wrapped up in my own that I thought it was the worst thing in the world and so I forgot. Your stories were great and made me laugh and made me feel SO much better. Thanks for being willing to share them. It really means a lot to me that I can actually share this kind of stuff with all of you and that you all reassured me that I am fine and perfectly normal!
Thanks again for all your encouragement and the good stories. :-) :-) :-) I love you guys!
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I think I did something very "sick" and embarassing
by kristyann inokay... so i am super embarassed once again.
this time what happened is too embarassing to share, i think.
most people would probably tell me i am gross, too, and most of you would probably not even want to hear it so i guess that i am better off not sharing it here.
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kristyann
I hope it's not disgusting... I mean, it is something best put somewhere else and not on a couch or a carseat or a skirt, but still... it's not the most disgusting thing I can think of. It's not like FILTHY or anything. But so many people seem to think so!
Thanks for the kind words... that's very nice of you. :)
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I think I did something very "sick" and embarassing
by kristyann inokay... so i am super embarassed once again.
this time what happened is too embarassing to share, i think.
most people would probably tell me i am gross, too, and most of you would probably not even want to hear it so i guess that i am better off not sharing it here.
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Kristofer... hahaha nice guess, but no... but I do have to admit, what you guessed would be WORSE than what I think I may have done.
blackpearl, thanks, lol.... I am kinda scared to post this on here for fear some future employer would ever find it! LOL But I kinda think that would be pretty near impossible, and besides, I can always take my picture down.
Sass... you are right, it is a feminine issue. I went out to dinner with my friend and her husband tonight, they were like "We really wanna take you to dinner tonight!" so I went and got all dressed up (as usual) and I wore a really short denim skirt. And we had a nice time and then I went to their house afterward. We watched a movie on the couch, and then I left. I realize that I have this weird feeling down in my lower regions so I pull over and feel around and sure enough I am bleeding. That was totally unexpected for this time of the month, I don't know why it happened! It's not the right time. But anyway, I just shoved some tissues down there and drove home real quick.
I get into my house and I realize that there is some blood toward the bottom of the back of my skirt and it's also on my car seat. And some of it is sort of DRY. Like, how LONG was it like this! How did I not notice this? But you know, you really can't feel it sometimes. But, anyway, if it went onto the SEAT OF MY CAR, how do I know it's not on their furniture? How do I know I didn't bleed onto their nice expensive couch? I have no idea, and they probably wouldn't tell me even if I did cause they would not want to humiliate me. So I don't really even know if I did or not, but it seems only logical if I bled onto the seat of my car and my skirt.
HOW CAN I EVEN SEE THEM AGAIN? That's so embarassing! Plus, if I did, they'd probably be kind of annoyed secretly inside... I mean, I'm sure they'd never be anything but nice to me, but who wants to clean up someone else's blood? I know I sure don't! Plus now this makes me look like some kind of twelve year old girl that can't take care of herself! I actually do have some MEDICAL ISSUES with this, cause my period has been very irregular lately and weird lately and I have been almost hemorrhaging at times. So I have been to the doctor and have been trying some different medications, and maybe it screwed it up worse or something!
Please tell me this isn't the worst thing in the world. How can I even see them again? Plus, how will I ever know? What do I say to them? "By the way, did I bleed on your nice furniture when I was over the other night?" I'm sure if it was a boy I was dating it would be somewhat better, cause he'd feel sorry for me, and he'd forget it anyway when he remembers how long my legs are, but what am I supposed to do about my FRIEND and her HUSBAND? They probably think I am a complete jerk! PLUS it looks so stupid cause I was in like this tiny short little skirt, and they probably think "Why is she trying to look sexy and wear that when she knows she shouldn't be?" But it's NOT THE RIGHT TIME FOR IT!