you have a PM from my hubby - ithinkisee - from me because I can't respond to PM's from my Mac. Thanks!
freedomlover
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The Matrix
by The ini'm sure some of you have thought about this before.... i've been thinking... you know the part in the matrix where neo is offered the red pill or the blue... well you can see where im getting.. inside the org most of the brothers and sisters are oblivious to the .
real truth.. .
if you had the chance not to know the real truth .. would u stay that way ?
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I got the call today, only one problem
by SickofLies inwell i just got home and i have a message on my machine saying that there will be a meeting tomorrow at the kingdom hall at 8:30pm for my appeal.
however, they said on the recording that i will be responsible for getting my own ride there.
there in lies the problem as i don't have a car right now.
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okay, now that you've clarified I see. sorry - I'm a little slow at times.....he he he
I don't think they give a rat's ass if you can make it there or not. Your fate is sealed. They'll DF you either way. -
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I got the call today, only one problem
by SickofLies inwell i just got home and i have a message on my machine saying that there will be a meeting tomorrow at the kingdom hall at 8:30pm for my appeal.
however, they said on the recording that i will be responsible for getting my own ride there.
there in lies the problem as i don't have a car right now.
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LOL!
okay, just teasing. didn't know you lived far away. I like the rent a car idea. How do you usually get around? Can you borrow a friends car just for the evening? -
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I got the call today, only one problem
by SickofLies inwell i just got home and i have a message on my machine saying that there will be a meeting tomorrow at the kingdom hall at 8:30pm for my appeal.
however, they said on the recording that i will be responsible for getting my own ride there.
there in lies the problem as i don't have a car right now.
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freedomlover
If you really want to do the appeal thing, call a cab if you really have no other way to get there.
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The Matrix
by The ini'm sure some of you have thought about this before.... i've been thinking... you know the part in the matrix where neo is offered the red pill or the blue... well you can see where im getting.. inside the org most of the brothers and sisters are oblivious to the .
real truth.. .
if you had the chance not to know the real truth .. would u stay that way ?
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freedomlover
I can totally relate to the real "nightmares." I experienced sleepless anxious nights also. I don't have them anymore.
You are totally handling things well. I couldn't make the break from the organization for awhile. It's probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. You'll know when/if you should leave.
Hang in there. freedomlover -
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I know there's bigger news
by cyd0099 inbut my girlfriend dumped me last night.
she lost the spark she had for me she said...
i am alone again and i could use a hug.
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sucks man. just plain sucks.
sorry for the loss. tomorrow is another day.
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Dansk (Ian) --- Not doing as well as could be hoped
by Alleymom inhi, friends ---.
just a note to let you know ian has had a setback.
there is a problem with his kidneys and he had to have a catheter inserted.
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Happy Easter Ian! I hope you are having a wonderful spring day and feeling better with every passing day.
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I'm meeting with the elders today, oh yay!!!!!!!!!!!
by lola28 inas many of you know i will be meeting with the elders from my hall today.
i had decided to come clean and just tell them that i don't believe in this anymore.
however tonight i talked to one of my friends who is still a witness and i realized that there are a lot of people who would be very hurt if i got dfed, so i have made the choice to go into that meeting today and lie my ass off.
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(((((lola)))))
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The Matrix
by The ini'm sure some of you have thought about this before.... i've been thinking... you know the part in the matrix where neo is offered the red pill or the blue... well you can see where im getting.. inside the org most of the brothers and sisters are oblivious to the .
real truth.. .
if you had the chance not to know the real truth .. would u stay that way ?
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freedomlover
EVERYTHING you are describing is part of this process.....
It gets pretty heavy at times. You are on the right path though. take your time, be sad if you to be sad. I too tried to forget what I was learning, seeing, and coming to understand. I wanted to forget it and go back to my comfortable bubble of JW land. You can only ignore things like that for so long. It will come creeping back with a vengance.
You will get through this, and life gets better and better. The truth is - you will lose people who you may have loved your whole life. That's the part that hurts the most. Try to start forming new friendships outside the org. and then the loss of some friends won't be as great when you have a new social circle to depend on.
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A few questions for the JW folks monitoring the site...feel free to add...
by WLG ini cant help but wonder how it all works on the back end.
do you guys just kinda poke around looking for whats up with the evil apostates from time to time or is it a constant thing?
what i really wonder is how you rotate it around so none of the people checking on us get stumbled?
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freedomlover
LOL at Poztate!! cameltoes, moose knuckles, etc......
don't you LOVE google!?