are you aimless?
are you happier?
more confused?
Never really saw myself there in the first place
So I don't know what to think. But for now I am happier by keeping busy making my own paradise so to speak and improving my own health as best I can. Simply not sitting around and waiting on God to help me or make all things new but rather doing what I can to improve life for myself and those around me.
Plummet
"I wish God was alive to see this"-Homer Simpson
who in here is going to college, is planning on going to college or has already graduated (or dropped out :-p) just say what your major is, will be or was.
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right now i'm a double major as a comp sci and comp engineering, i may get a minor in afro american studies too.
Im doing what I can at the community college for A.A.S. in Mechanical Engineering and CAD, currently working as a CAD Tech. doing a little Engineering and I LOVE it. I just don't know what my next step should be.
you know you're a 90's kid if.... .
you've ever ended a sentence with the word "psyche!".
you can sing the rap to "the fresh prince of bel air".
They're Pinky and The Brain
Yes, Pinky and The Brain
One is a genius
The other's insane.
They're laboratory mice
Their genes have been spliced
They're dinky
They're Pinky and The Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain.
Before each night is done
Their plan will be unfurled
By the dawning of the sun
They'll take over the world.
They're Pinky and The Brain
Yes, Pinky and The Brain
Their twilight campaign
Is easy to explain.
To prove their mousey worth
They'll overthrow the Earth
They're dinky
They're Pinky and The Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain
Narf!
where i live, you can smell the odor of paper mills.
it's a port city and people speak french here.
i think the average age of people here is one of the higest in canada.. there is a shrine that attracts many tourists in the summer time.
Our town of 50,000 is surounded by the four sacret mountains that protect us from extreme weather. To the Native Americans in the area it is known as Totah, or the land where three rivers meet. Two of our rivers are among only six in the world that do not have dams. We are an Oil Field and Natural Gas town. Our Nearby refinery produces much gasoline for the state, however we pay the second highest gas prices in the state. Our area is also rich in coal and two of our Coal Powerplants produce electricity for nearby states.
We have awesome sunsets and colorful sunrises everyday. We have World Class river fishing 45 min. away, where anything UNDER 20" must be put back. The states 2nd largest lake in nearby and it makes for some great camping and fishing. We do not have any BBQ. Our annual rainfall is about 7 inches. We are about an hour away from great skiing and snowboarding. Our winters are mild, and there is about 2 weeks of really hot weather during the summer. NO HUMIDITY! We are a couple hours away from the worlds largest International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta. We are also a couple hours away from the only place in the US where you can be in four states at one time. We sometimes have lightning with snowstorms.
The propane leak stop valve that is on every propane bottle for the past 4 years now was invented here. Almost every resteraunt has the word la or los in it. You can get Green chili on everything here. We don't have any good BBQ places here. The guy who played superman, Something Reeves I think, had a van retrofited to make it handicap acessable here.
anyone hear of or know of any jw's or exjw's who've won a large lottery prize?............i know of one jw who won close to half a million $us dollars and now he's like "jehovah who?...whos jehovah?
" lol
There is a Dub Family near Corpus Christi, Texas, that won a big lottery. They are in good standing as far as I know. My In-laws keep telling me about them. My Brother In-Law mentions about how he loves going out in service in their Nice car. One of their sons, a 27 yo keeps going after my 14 yo sister In-law. She tells me that she wants nothing to do with him because his mother is a control and money freak, always threatening family with loss of funding if they don't keep her happy.
sucking on lifesavers to stay awake.
watching families eat meals during the session.
the smell.
Before Marrage
Good: Cheese Danish or a Bagel and Cream Cheese, My mom giving us all kinds of Candy to keep awake, checking out all of the hot girls that we never had a chance with, Rating all of the hot girls on a scale of 1 to 5 using the names of bikes (check out that GT Diamondback!"), Being the only brother to wear hawian type, flowery shirts to the convention.
Bad: Being bored out of my mind; the god awful smell of the mens room, having to help clean, the heat, I hate wearing a suit all friggin day long, Getting rained on in my first and last outdoor convention.
After Marrage
Good: Ditching to go to the Zoo, Ditching to go to 6 flags (several times), Ditching to sleep in because we went to the porn stores in that big city and stayed up too late, going back to our hotel (across the street, not on THE LIST) during lunch to have sex, Ditching to go to the beach, Moving my car during lunch to get a covered parking spot, messing with the parking attendents (had a walkie talkie "There is a big accident in section PQ, some guy just got run over!"), Changing in the car (it had all dark tinted windows no one could see in) after covention to go eat.
Bad: Actually having to go when Mother In-Law wants to go with us, The god awful smell of the mens room.
of course, i'm off work because i was laid off for december.
but mozz is off today and monday for new years!
so we get another four-day weekend together.
I get Monday off as a holiday, if I don't get called in.
Have fun with the new
What is "cosmic Bowling"?
Fireworks are in the new years plans now. Wahoo Firework Checklist
Bottle Rockets
Artillery Shells
Saturn Missiles
Cherry Bomb
A Big Rocket
Roman Candles
and other stuff like Fountains, Sparklers, Blooms, Crackle Balls, Black Cats, Jumping Jacks, ect.
i wish i could just lock myself in my office and sleep this away.
i feel like there's this heavy boulder around my shoulders and it's just pulling me downdowndown...i think it started last night when i tried to play my guitar...but i'm no good at it...you know that feeling where you know how and what you want to be...but you can't b/c you just suck at it...i want to be an accomplished musician singer...but i can't sing and i don't have an ear for music.
i feel like i have no talents...i can't sing, can't play music, can't draw.
During the winter I also suffer from a funk and I feel like such a Cotton Headed Ninny Muggins.
On warm sunny winter days, like today, when I get down, I go outside with no hat and in a short sleeve shirt and just stand in the sun. I close my eyes, clear my mind, ignore everything around me, breathe deeply and just stand and absorb the sun for 5-20 minutes. It usually makes me feel much better. But then again I can do that in New Mexico, I don't know how cold it is in Mississippi.
As far as Art and music you might try a different form. I can't draw either, but I can draft the crap out of anything on the computer (I see CAD as a form of art), I can't play an instrument, but I can download music like no other. I can't write a novel (short storys maybe, but not novels) but I file folders like there is no tomorrow. Not everybody is perfect at everything, everyone is different, you just need to find out what you are good at and stick to it.
Sorry about your job, something that helps me at work is to remember that my job is not WHO i am, but it is mearly WHAT I do to make a living, it IS NOT my life, it is only PART of my life. There are ALWAYS going to be people that are unfairly premoted ahead of you so don't worry about CAN'T change and only work on the things you CAN change.
You might take that dog poo shoe and put it in the office of the someone else that was promoted ahead of you. lol
maybe i watch too many cartoons, but i always worry about falling boulders.
Thanks POs Son I had a hard enough time brushing my teeth before your post I never look at toothpaste the same
lol
maybe i watch too many cartoons, but i always worry about falling boulders.
Look out for Falling ANVILS too
