Hi Star!
Sorry I have been away so long...been trying to take some of the things you guys have shared with me and putting them into practice in my life to see if we are on the right track or not.
It has been a little rough..but things are starting to look up quite a bit now.
My current hope and plan is basically applying these things in making my decisions and hope they take my life to a quality that everyone else will want too, then if everyone wants to do "right"(whatever that may be), my children and yours will have a bright and happy future I am content with...and we can all get some rest and have some fun with no guilty feelings to hinder us from enjoying ourselves to the fullest.
I may not be the smartest person, or the best mechanic...but i see being the most persistant is a wide open position that needs filling. IMO
A dedicated, eneducated, and easily led person can hand deliver a nuclear bomb and make a 50 trillion dollar star wars defense system obsolete, and the hard work and knowledge of the scientists who designed it a mere waste of their time.
That is not an opinion either.