NeverGoingBack - please don't be fooled by those outside Jehovah's Organisation who appear to be good, happy and loving people. Deep down they will be miserable as they are excluded from the spiritual paradise they refuse to accept.
Remember also that Christendom along with other world religions lead people away from the truth in the guise of worship. Similarly those outside organised false religion also merely act to stumble the faithful by offering an ostensibly reasonable alternative.
Satan's a clever bugger and he's got so many people fooled.
I know your username implies a dogged refusal to return to the loving assembly of christian witnesses, but remember the end has never been so close. I personally believe that if the Organisation keeps making money at the rate that it is, the beloved and discreet Governing Body may very well end up on the cover of Fortune magazine. What a blessed day that will be.
Respectfully
Brother Clam