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  Death is a Terrible thing...

  by KW13 in

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  has it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?

  i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.

  i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.

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  So what??? It's just a word. Quit beating yourself up over every little thing, it's just not worth it!

  changeling

  your a star

  I think of death many times, but I believe in God, Jesus and the resurrection. Death itself doesn’t scare me as much as dying, I hope I go quickly and as painlessly as possible. And I hope I leave those living that I am responsible for in a good state.

  I also believe in God, Jesus and a 'hope' but obviously i gotta die to get it...never had that dilemma before lol. Maybe i'm not so alone eh? You also think of death but its how you approach it that seems to make the difference.

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  Locutus, thank you for sharing that piece of amazing writing.
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  Glad i've been ME on JWD

  by KW13 in

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  i am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on jwd and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.. to all those of you who are as made up as your jwd alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you .

  sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow jwd'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough.

  can i just confirm, there is an adult majority here right?

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  Mary! I got a picture around 'ere somewhere...aaah the good ol' days eh? I tell you what, you lot kept me from going crazy. I was never off JWD! I do think however you should stop sending me these pics, honestly what am i to do with them, Megan will kill me if she finds em and Noah has to walk around wearing Sun Glasses, even inside just incase i left any around the place

  New place is brilliant, honestly its given me the boost i needed to get on with seeking real help rather than dancing around it with my depression, bipolar etc. Megan and Noah love it, Noah's room is pretty much finished too He's laughing properly now, he's got such a cute laugh, at one point i thought i'd gone soft cos when he was first doing things like smiling i was damn near crying, i couldn't believe i'd gotten something so good, it still hasn't sank in we have finally got a home and no bearded mother in law breathing fire down our necks (Illustration Inset: ) Your wonderful present has pride of place in the lounge on the wall of course
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  Death is a Terrible thing...

  by KW13 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  has it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?

  i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.

  i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.

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  I just hope i can honestly take those words in, they aren't cliche and you have a really good heart but i need to really take that on board and live by it, maybe it takes longer than i thought to get over the brainwashing. I sometimes believe i am free and other days i have a sad reminder, like i was talking at a house group meeting with some church people and in my comment i slipped up and said stake not cross. they understood but i felt like i was defeated, ruined my night completely.

  nicolas, sorry just added this for you...wasn't being rude i missed ya post

  I am glad to hear you've been there because it sounds less impossible to imagine being on the otherside of this. Some manage to leave without problems, it does seem however the children/teens of a certain age suffer as bad as the grown men and women if not worse. Thanks for being open with me.
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  Glad i've been ME on JWD

  by KW13 in

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  i am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on jwd and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.. to all those of you who are as made up as your jwd alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you .

  sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow jwd'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough.

  can i just confirm, there is an adult majority here right?

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  nooooooo i'm not an a$$hole

  Thanks for your replies folks, its a pleasure knowing all of you too and i hope we continue to see many new ones here
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  Death is a Terrible thing...

  by KW13 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  has it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?

  i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.

  i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.

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  Has it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet? I'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.

  Death frightens me. I cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die. I hope to God i go quietely and asleep when i do.
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  i remember the relief of the middle song toilet break but one time....

  by grewupJWnoselfesteem78-95 in

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  as all you jdub ex children know the middle song meant a toilet break and a bit of a break from the madening boardem of the pubic talk ..... .

  one time i went to the toilet late into the song ....... as i came in i saw only a few other kids at the urinal talking... i said "do you ever come to the toilet just for fun" they didnt answer ..... just had this stunned look on thier faces as they left in a hurry .... there was an elder around the corner and he had heard what i said .... he asked me " do you love jehovah".

  he asked " do you want to go to the new world".

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  Aaah, not only did kids like myself like to go during that middle song but so did grown men lol. One guy who i look up to even now said to me 'my elderly mother could hold urine longer than you' lol. Was i doomed from the beginning?
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  Glad i've been ME on JWD

  by KW13 in

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  i am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on jwd and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.. to all those of you who are as made up as your jwd alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you .

  sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow jwd'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough.

  can i just confirm, there is an adult majority here right?

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  I am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on JWD and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.

  To all those of you who are as made up as your JWD Alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you

  Sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow JWD'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough. Can i just confirm, there is an ADULT majority here right?

  Anyway, f' the Watchtower and stuff like that
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  Warning To All Posters Here!!!

  by SWALKER in

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  i just found out that a dear friend of mine was outed by a poster on this board!!!

  i am soooooo angry and disgusted it's hard to contain at the moment!

  so to all those out there that are trying to fade and get other family members out, don't let anyone know who you are!!!

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  here we go again, trev.gate part 2...

  thank you for the warning, i am glad you have warned us as some here will no doubt take heed of those warnings.

  as for what we can do about it, i am not sure. for many its probably too late - lets just all remain good friends and not fall out with each other because of some idiots who can't help but hurt others.
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  What Does A JW "Learn" At The Meetings?

  by minimus in

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  correct me if you think i'm wrong but i don't think the meeting teach witnesses anything they don't already know.

  "getting reminders".

  i do not understand why anyone would want to leave the comfort of their homes to pretend that you're going to a "life-saving" meeting..

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  To not Learn.
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  Why do you sign your dead body over when you go to Bethel?

  by new boy in

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  this is in response to the thread about the supposed suicide of a bethelite in 1995.. in 1970 when i went to bethel we signed a form stating that "if we died while at bethel the wathtower bible and tract society had the rights to our body.

  yes, we thought it strange at the time but as a twenty year old you didn't think much about it.. i know of two brothers who killed themselfs while at bethel and two others who tried end their lives.

  my guess is people have been killing themselfs at bethel long before i ever got there.

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  I doubt very much the Society are killing people off lol