Hi Badgirl
The Bible Students still exist. Joseph rutherford took over them after Pastor Russell and then formed a splinter group which he then named the Jehovah's Witnesses, those who didn't agree with his ways remained as Bible Students. I think this is their website: www.biblestudents.net
I'm tired of organized religion and like you, have been reading the bible and using my own understanding. You are right, there is quite a difference with what the jw's interpret.
I don't believe that reading the entire bible is a prerequisite for becoming a jw as it was more the society's publications that we were encouraged to read so much and of course the days text, that way we get to feel like we are reading the bible but get a watchtower interpretation of each individual scripture.
I have read of people's experiences of being jws for most of their lives and so many have said that they didn't even read the bible itself. I even stopped reading it myself when I became a witness as I no longer believed my understanding would be up to scratch (thats what they want you to think). There were a few times I would mention a scripture and someone would tell me that my interpretation was wrong and they'd get back to me with its true meaning, but then they would forget and I was left not being able to trust my own judgement.
I understand completely what you mean about Jesus and his lack of prejudice. The witnesses pride themselves on being imitators of Jesus but they are the most judgemental people I have ever met. I used to think about the scripture where Jesus said that you will know my people for the genuine love they have for one another. The witnesses would throw this scripture in people's faces all the time, claiming that they have this genuine love. I would often ask why there is so much bad feeling, gossip and snidy remarks in the congregation if this was the case. The answer would always be:"yes, but no one said we were perfect". That scripture was not written with anything in brackets saying "but you won't really notice the genuine love cos at the end of the day no one's perfect".
Do I remember correctly from past posts that you are having a bible study? If so, have you attended any meetings yet?
Moomin