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  Thanks I'm home and angry

  by hambeak in

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  i am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.

  any ideas?

  i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.

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  Steve thanks! I just don't know what I will do. My doctor said he thinks he got most of the adno carcinoma in my large intestine I HURT LIKE HELL!! I am taking Vicodin for the pain and am supposed to take chemo for a while. When I called my kids that everything looked pretty good they told me they were sorry Jah didn't let me die on the operating table and just go to gehenna. I don't want to leave soon from this earth because I really have a pretty good life. However I love my kids no matter what but the love is not returned because of the so called truth.

  Jake says screw them as He loves me and so does his family. But they are my blood and I brought them into this world. I guess I may just go crazy.
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  I never did it, did you?

  by Outaservice in

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  in the past whenever you went on vacation (holiday) did you try and find a kingdom hall to attend and also try and put in some service time?.

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  Yes I attended a Kingdom Hall when I was on vacation and even went out in service and I had to work alone. door to door that is! Since they didn't know me I was left alone so I went out and had a beer hahaha
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  Thanks I'm home and angry

  by hambeak in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.

  any ideas?

  i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.

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  hambeak

  I am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think I should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and I supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate I am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course. Any ideas? I am taking pain Meds so this is probably messed up with my message HELP. What do I do?
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  Hambeaks OK

  by hambeak in

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  hi there this is jake and gary asked if i could post and tell you thanks.

  his surgery went well and dr. thinks he got all of the ca.

  it is called adno carcinoma something like that.

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  Hi there this is Jake and gary asked if i could post and tell you thanks. his surgery went well and dr. thinks he got all of the ca. it is called adno carcinoma something like that. the tumor was the size of a grapefruit he is ok now and will have to chemo for a while.

  Jake
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  How do I get my "lesbian" co-worker to stop discussing her lifestyle?

  by booker-t in

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  i work with a young woman in her mid-thirties that is openly lesbian.

  we have been friends for about 10 years when she first started working at the company.

  i was crazy about her before she came out as "gay" and i still have a good time working with her.

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  I totally agree with Jennie tell her that is inappropriate conversation and find a nasty chat room to vent her sexual escapades. Sounds like a ball busting bull dyke who needs to work as a bartender in a Lesbian Gay bar
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  How do you say good-bye?

  by hambeak in

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  my doctor called me today and told me i have a very aggressive case of colon cancer.

  i go back on monday for more tests and maybe surgery and chemo i don't know.

  my partner is a total mess over this and he is all i have.

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  Thanks Lady Liberty I really appreciate your message.

  Here is what I am doing for myself. I am healthy otherwise and in good spirits My doctor is my next door neighbor and a friend and he is putting me on some new thing a surgery and some kind of new chemo with a lot of vitamin therapy. I just hope Jake doesn't lose his mind over this! I will keep in touch and I hope you all do to again THANKS!!!!!
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  How do you say good-bye?

  by hambeak in

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  my doctor called me today and told me i have a very aggressive case of colon cancer.

  i go back on monday for more tests and maybe surgery and chemo i don't know.

  my partner is a total mess over this and he is all i have.

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  Thanks I am going to fight this like you wouldn't believe. Otherwise I feel strong and healthy just couldn't shit. Doctor found a tumor in my colon and I have a surgeon to take it out and give me drugs for the pain. I swear I will make it even though My ex wife told me she hopes I die a horrible death. Screw her!!!!!!!!!
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  Recommend a GOOD film - no snakes, planes or spandex superheroes.

  by nicolaou in

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  it's been out a while and i know it's already been commented on here but i really enjoyed the village.

  the creation of fear and the control that it allows must surely strike a chord.. recently i saw christian bale in the machinist.

  bloody awesome!

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  The long Kiss goodnight with Geena Davis. Did I spell her name right I'm drinking some Schlits right now and its hot so I'm excused
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  How do you say good-bye?

  by hambeak in

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  my doctor called me today and told me i have a very aggressive case of colon cancer.

  i go back on monday for more tests and maybe surgery and chemo i don't know.

  my partner is a total mess over this and he is all i have.

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  My doctor called me today and told me I have a very aggressive case of colon cancer. I go back on Monday for more tests and maybe surgery and chemo I don't know. My partner is a total mess over this and he is all I have. I am all he has. He is angry I am posting this but I told him maybe someone will understand the loneliness and the fear of all the crap we have been indoctrinated with over the years.

  Thanks all

  Gary
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  FLUFF- Whats your guilty pleasure song?

  by Asheron in

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  i was driving home today and elo's "mr. blue sky" came on.

  i sang my ass off (closed windows of course).

  whats your guilty pleasure song?

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  hambeak

  Everything by ABBA especially mama mia