1975 was an important date to the Witnesses. No..I didnt quite believe big A was going to happen ... but I didnt quite believe it was not going to happen either.
You see, as an 18 year old at the time, I believed totally in the infallibility of the governing body. Their word was gospel. Now, as I read all the retrospective history of Jehovahs Witnesses, I cannot quite accept the blame or the inference that my perspective was and is not accurate, my recollections ARE accurate to the point that I can quote chapter on verse of the expressions used by elders, C.O's and even members of the GB....
So please dont tell me that it was all my choice or responsibility.. I just followed the leader(s) as instructed.
Now Im told it was a weeding out process..well excuse me, Jehovah doesnt weed out people through misinformation and redirection and suppression...it was a mistake for which accountability must be upheld by Jehovah in his due time...
More important than 1975 is the change of the 1914 issue and generation understanding....now that hurts more than anything...
Only this time....I really dont have any feeling about it except irritation and anger at the constant interpretation of scripture by a voting process which may or may not affect my life....
I find it hard to accept that members of the GB may be going against their own bible trained conscience in accepting decrees as unanimous for the sake of loyalty to the majority on the committee............
its a mess.