If you really don't want to feel guilty and worried anymore, If you haven't already, stop believing in some Guy in the stars that can see everything you do and can read your mind.
You will be amazed of the freedom you will feel, I know it is tabo to talk about. It took me almost 2years to grasp the fact that maybe there is no God,
Most people watch what they say when it comes to is there or is there not, Just in case he may be watching. ( case and point )
Seeing is believing , Freedom is a decision away.
ps .Could somebody tell me where the hell spell check is .