I remember when 911 happened, I hadnt been going to the meetings for a while and when I woke up that morning and saw what had happened I just fell apart! I just knew that this system was comming to an end and I was going to die because I wasnt a strong JW.
See how crazy this organization makes us? I went and got the revelation book and started reading like crazy! and started going back to the meetings and see how long its been since then and no end to this world like they have been telling us!! I dont believe a thing they say now and I have finally started researching the Watchtower and seeing how many lies they have told us, its been hard to deal with all the lies that I grew up with but at least I am free from that now!