Ladybug, since I was a little girl I have had terrible demonic experiences.
They stopped when I left the JW's "in my mind for good"....after I was about 35 years old.
I will tell you this, there is no one that can convince me they were not real or did not happen. It was physical and mental.
2 things stand out for me. When I was a little girl, I use to sleep with my cat. I was petting the cat and suddenly the cat turned to iron (like a door stop) and out of the corner of the room came a white aberation telling me to hate god, over and over again.
I started screaming for my parents.
The other was when I was young teenager and we had someone at bethal come and stay at our home. They were given my bedroom and I was to sleep on a mattress downstairs.
After watching the slide show, I slipped into that bed and suddenly it was lifting off the floor and spining. I KID YOU NOT. I screamed and screamed, my mom and dad came running down the stairs and the damn thing landed. They did not question what happened as I had just layed down.
I had many more horrific experiences but those 2 stand out. Don't mean to scare you. To this day I do not sleep well.
I get up 4 to 5 times a night, to go out and smoke. The only difference is I have two beautiful dogs that get up and watch over me.
Take care....you'll be ok. Its only while your in the JW's this crap happens as far as I am concerned.
r.