If you declare the org. wicked i can be almost 100% sure he will turn you in to the body of elders to investigate and of course to show is loyalty to the org.
Even if you tell him you are investigating the org., you might be viewed as faithless and having spiritual problem.
as it has been mentioned on this board, if you express your doubts about Jehovah and his dealings, they will be understanding and remind you that it is ok, but the 11th commandment is to never judge the governing body, the penalty is to quickly remove you because of apostasy.
Usually there is no mercy for apostasy or i should say speaking against the powerful GOVERNING BODY
I've been thru it myself.