James,
I hope you're still reading around this place, it has been very helpful to a lot of folks.....
I personally don't post here much anymore, after spending most of my life as a JW I left the cult 5 years ago with the help of some of the people on this forum and have moved on.
When I did decided not to be a part of the witness lifestyle anymore (fade away), my wife of 23 years filed for divorce, my parents refused to talk to me, and every lifelong friend I had disowned me. To this day, my parents have 2 great-grandchildren they have never met.
What I'm trying to say is, I don't think you realize how many people this religion has hurt, and how helpful a place like this can be to someone hurting.
I don't post here much anymore because I've moved on. I finally pulled my head out of my ass and am getting an education (no thanks to the WT org) and there are a ton of others who have done the same thing as me, so don't piss down my back and tell me it's raining. You don't know what your talking about.