Hi again Nickey,
I agree with Bendrr that you ought to leave that house. You are much to old to be hit. I know that you may feel mixed about you have been taught and the way that you are treated. It's all that you've known. A parent may give a child a spanking for discipline because they love that little child but it is not the same thing to hit a 22 yr. old woman. That was not done out of love but out of fear and control. The fear stems from being a JW. They teach some very cunning and false things which enable them to control others out of fear. That is not a healthy Godly fear. They are not the truth Nickey. I know that there is a place in your heart that knows that they are not right about some things. Trust that place in your heart. So many people have been damaged by them....and it is time to take control of yourself and seek what you truly believe. The fear and control of men is not of God. The love among the members is not there! You can pm me anytime. Take care of yourself. love, dj