Ok,..but how can I fell like a person again when all I know is turned off so fast? Love hate friends, ALL GONE! Like a light switch! I hate my life!! I would love to eat that "sandwitch and coffe but for the fucking fact that for the Last 3yrs I cant SWALLOW !!! can even eat rigth any more, cant feel love for my son!! because I don't enought fucking feel Real!@@@ anymore. GOD DAMN@ it's got to end some time I just suck at finishing it! All the investments!! Pioneering for 2 yr's. never having a girlfriend, getting suck with a woman who's had many many men and takes my virginity!!! I have nothing Nothing! Core
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Core88
I have a family a son and a Girl friend out of wedlock that's why I am disfellowshiped. I hate my "lie" life. and now is the time. finally drunk enought to do it going to kill my self tonight. forever night good night "freidns" tiem foe me to kill my self. Godd bye. Core
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Jehovah's Witnesses turned Christian....Post Here
by R.F. ini would like those of you former jws turned christian to post here.
specific denominations can be mentioned.
i'd just like to get an idea of how many of you there are.
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I am Christian. Corey
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E-Watchman/E-Jehovahs Witnesses
by Core88 inso here is my question for anyone and everyone, do you all think that those two sites are e as in e-vil?
to me it seems that they are thanks.
corey
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Thanks for the reply Jeff I think so too. Corey
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E-Watchman/E-Jehovahs Witnesses
by Core88 inso here is my question for anyone and everyone, do you all think that those two sites are e as in e-vil?
to me it seems that they are thanks.
corey
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E-Watchman/E-Jehovahs Witnesses
by Core88 inso here is my question for anyone and everyone, do you all think that those two sites are e as in e-vil?
to me it seems that they are thanks.
corey
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So here is my question for anyone and everyone, do you all think that those two sites are E as in E-vil? To me it seems that they are thanks. Corey
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You'd think jw-media.org would have reported the lawsuits
by truthseeker inafter all, don't they want their "loving heavenly father" to know how pleased they are with the outcome?.
instead, we find the following.... http://www.jw-media.org/.
top storyeuropean court rules against georgias campaign of terror.
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Core88
WoW! lol that was nice did you used to write for the watchtower? Corey
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Does anyone in the U.S. REALLY believe in Catholicism????
by Mad inif so- why?
just interested!.
the mad jw.
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Umm yes, many do. I was a JW and hated the Catholic church with a passion. (since it was the harlot of Babylon the Great and all!) Then I actually went to one here in Indiana, an all Latin mass on a Sunday morning, with a friend. I felt very nervous before I went inside thinking that I would be attacked by the Devil for going into it, and being ashamed that I had gone so far a way from the "Truth". However, to my surprise I felt good inside there. It was peaceful, I enjoyed the service, the chanting was beautiful and the environment was nice too. Anyway I am no longer opposed to there faith. And I have done allot of study on them, both the East Orthodox side of the church and the Western Roman Catholic church. The eastern church does not use the term Transubstantiation, they simple believe that the actual flesh and blood of Christ is present in the bread and wine, and yes they still use both in the communion service while the Roman church just uses the unleavened bread. (the eastern church uses leavened bread and here is a nice link that explains why, http://www.prosphora.org/page27.html) anyway you can trace what is now the Roman and Eastern Catholic church back to the first century which is something the Watchtower can not do with it's own lineage. And there is a nice pod-cast here, http://www.catholicxjw.com/, that I have listened to and enjoyed and learned from. Well that's it for me on this topic for now, nice to talk to you all again, may the Lord bless you all. Corey
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Thank you.
by BridgeOverTroubledWater ini've been out for about 4 years and for the first time i've been able to find a place that understands how hard it was for me to get to where i am today after being raised a jw.
i feel like all of you can relate to having to start a new life from scratch after years of living a completely different one.
so, thanks..
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And again welcome to the boards! Corey
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More on the Memorial...
by Core88 ini just got home.
took my son, a friend, and the women i have been faithfully with for two years, a worldly gal, mother of my child and the only person i have ever had sex with (which was one of the reasons for my being dis-fellowshipped now for almost two and a half years) to the memorial tonight.
anyway i was trying to make the best of it and was actually surprised when my family aka mom and brother boldly shook my hand afterwards...feeling pretty good about that, but still uncomfortable because i had to hang around everyone i have every know as they did there best to pretend not to notice me as they had there way with my cute as fuck son whom i dressed up in a little suit and tie.
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Core88
Really? Was that in the Watchtower? Um..that's funny because she along with my mom and many other women in that Kingdom Hall are known for "wearing the pants" in there house...oh well, why would you listen to the watchtowers instructions if it's not one of the things they will dis-fellowship you for if you don't do it?? Right? Corey