love has always been a difficult concept for me.
i've dated several women that i had no emotional connection with.
i began to think falling in love would never happen.
Jay
All relationships go through phases, you maybe on the downside of things! It may be that she does love you more, but the fact is you still love her. Sounds like you have a strong relationship, so keep working at it and it will grow. If need be go see a counselor to get some help, they will help you to work through issues you have.
she lives thousands of miles away from me, and called me now to tell me how much she loves me and misses me, and she started crying, and could hardly get out the words, about the wt study for tomorrow.
she begged me to go to the meeting and hear the information, so i compromised with her and told her i would get a copy of the magazine and read it.. i felt so badly for her.
we were always very close, and her daughter, my late cousin sharon, who died in 2001, was my closest friend in my life.
So can she count that as RV?
Sorry to hear about your Aunt! My mom last week did the same thing to me, it was the first time I really told her how I feel about the organization. And it was my first time experiencing the mind numbing control the org. has over its people!
sorry if someone posted this already, i just saw it and had to laugh!.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dluxnpw1tvi.
You stole my light butt!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzwyldqcsga&mode=related&search=.
i love the labels 'persecutors' and 'apostate'.
this poor kid is already controlled..
Did you catch this one Mavie?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlUxnpw1tvI&mode=related&search=
as a publisher, still buying the wt line that they were god's sole channel and any problems, doubts, etc... i had were all a product of my own lack of.
wisdom and or humility or failure of application, i would be shocked and puzzled at how long-time elders would resign and then fade away.
i would wonder: what could have happened.
Count me in as one who faded, sort of. I started having panic attacks and got really stressed out. It's interesting that the GB might atribute the loss of elders to stress. In my case I now realize that the stress was a DIRECT RESULT OF FEELING OBLIGATED TO PARTICIPATE IN A SYSTEM I DIDN'T AGREE with. They were the cause of the stress. I would probably have fine if I had never become an elder. We hauled people in front of committees for the pettiest stuff and as a young elder I really could go along.
It's amazing when you realize what was really making you have such stress! I was in the same boat, now I have been out haven't experienced one panic attack! It was such a weight of my shoulders, something I will never take on again!
Great thread by-the-way! When will the GB realize they are the cause of the decrease and not the flock!!
hi everybody and happy new year.
2007 is the year i turn 40, in fact in exactly one month's time to be precise.. i've noted that a lot of people on jwd are a similar age to me.
i think it's because it takes us this long to pluck up the courage to finally leave the borg.. i need to know how turning 40 makes you feel.
I hear if you have a younger boyfriend, to celebrate with, helps things out!!!
my grandson went back to the hospital for more test today and they found that the cancer was a type that can usually be cured.
the hospital is one of the best in the east.
i sure do feel better now.
this is too good not to share.
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click here: how do you like it?.
Great find Six
He actually did a nice job on his sermon, the dubbs could take a few lessons from this.
i feel very offended and distrurbed when i see people covered with tatoos.
some people have tatoos all over their bodies, even on their faces.
there are also tatoo programs on the tlc channel that children can watch without a forewarning before the show comes on.
Are we still on this!?!?!?!
after 13years of marriage, today it finally came to an end!.
it felt very strange as i entered into the court room, my attorney on the right and hers on the left.
we were the first group of 15 or 16 case to be heard today.
Thank you all for your kind words, I know I'm not alone!
