Posts by metaspy

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Post YOUR future Watchtower Qoutes 2050 and beyond!

by Witness 007 in

watchtower 2055 feb 1st "theodore jarcz the last member of the anionted died today when his robotic heart and kidneys gave out, he was 130 years old.".

watchtower 2060 feb 1st "the faithful great crowd class has through careful study found that "this generation" refers not to the annionted but to the "pepsi generation" who will not die out before armegedon.".

watchtower 2090 feb 1st "this generation refers to the robotic generation of 2040 which will not power down till the great tribulation arrives.".

metaspy

Watchtower 2050: Governing body decides to release two watchtower/awake mags a year! (one for public one for study)

Watchtower 2070: Increasing placements and donations by using violence - a 3 article series.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

THANK YOU ALL!!

I feel a lot better about the situation.
I shall let you know how things go today - I am sure my mom will drop by with some reinforcements.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

Get you DF'd? Have a party.
thank you jgnat, you made me laugh.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

does anyone have a spare back bone I can borrow?
you have a lot more confidence in me than I do.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

R's husband - that is where they want to change my mind, discredit my line of thinking, discredit my reasons.
then they can say - see you are being stupid, just come back and follow what we tell you to do.
Otherwise they will say - you have no "real" reasons for leaving, you just wanted to go and made up something.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

Thank you eclipse.
I will try to stand up to her and demand respect.
I cannot move - I just got a new job, a new apartment (signed for a year), and I actually love my new job.

Thank you also carla.
I will try to view it less as a battle, and more as living my own life.
I will probably end up ignoring phone calls - I was trying to not do that because I wanted to seem like I was still me.
Like I am not changing all that much, just not going to meetings anymore.
I am trying to fade not DF or DA (though I will do this if necessary).

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

jgnat
true, both statements.

other than acting for the girl I loved, I have always broken under the full weight of my mother's opinions.
She knows how to attack me and press my buttons, so as to get the desired result.
In order for me to accomplish anything she does not approve of, I have acted in silence or had others defend me.
I was trying to get a phone number without telling her, but she found out and got the number.

somewhere deep inside me I tell myself I need to confront it, but no one volunteers for the duty.

also, what my mom cannot accomplish, my brother can.
He is able to do more manipulation of me than her, and I cannot fight him.
I cannot fight him because I know he does things for the right reasons. I love my brother.

reading through the toxic parents - it describes my family.
I answered yes to 50% of the questions.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

jgnat, your advice is kind, but not advisable with my mom.
As it is right now, I get calls from her 2x a day to nag me about meetings and other stuff.
If I say "sure" to anyone who tells me to go back to meetings, she will follow up with phone calls.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

thank you sad emo, I will go look at that now.

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hardest conversation of my life

by metaspy in

moments ago, i talked to my mom.. i told her that i was taking some time off from going to meetings and service.. the conversation went down hill from there.. as her usual she just dismissed my reasons as if they meant nothing.. i pointed to the child molestations as my main reason for leaving.. "you are being over-sensitive", "jehovah takes care of things in his own time", "rely on jehovah".

those were the catch phrases of the conversation.. a new one was: "what have you been reading?".

i have a hard time standing up to my mother.

metaspy

I know I am doing what is right for me.
But I don't know how to avoid a confrontation (as I don't want one and probably can't muster enough courage for one).
[hits head against wall]
Also, I know she will use the "you're turning your back on Jehovah for what man did" logic.
AH! I am not strong enough. I have moved too quickly. d**n!
I already foresee she will talk to her PO who is the best deliberator I have ever met.
He is far beyond my abilities to reason with.