matt_holgate
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Publications on tape/CD
by matt_holgate ini think, some time ago, i posted my history here.
i'm a long time out of the wtbs, and very happy for it.
but i could use some advice.. my mother's health is declining fast.
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better offf dead?
by matt_holgate inive been visiting for some time, but until now havent said much.
i would appreciate some observations on the latest episode between me and my jw mother, like whether this is something i should ignore or try to resolve.. i was dfd at thirteen, five years ago, for being a gay atheist.
i didnt become homeless only because my mother was/is ill with ms, we maintained a just workable relationship so that i could stay and help her look after herself.. the last three years relations became more tense as i began to piece together what had happened since she joined the org when i was about 3. she demanded yesterday to know why, and i let her have it.. i told her how fucking petrified of life i was as a kid, hearing about armageddon and the world.