yeah i'm really eager to find out what she has to say. My sister and I never got along when we lived with my parents. we even got into physical fights sometimes but now it's different. Maybe this is a sign that she is curious. i don't want to get my hopes up though. All of your suggestions are great! I'm trying to think of the things that she had problems with before. she always wanted to be a pioneer... get married to a ministerial servant, so on and so on... which she did and is doing. If i know her she'll come back with the whole "we are fullfilling the prophecy in mathew where it says they are preaching throughout the entire earth" who knows... we'll see.
Missanna
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may need some help soon
by Missanna inok so i send my father a letter telling him several reasons i do not believe the witnesses are jehovah's organization.i also told my father at the end of the letter that i was setting some boundaries once and for all.
that i would not be emotionally blackmailed or verbally abused anymore that if he wanted to talk to me as a father then i welcome that and if he can't do that then i do not wish to comunicate with him.
i sent it about a week ago and was waiting for all hell to break loose but nothing happend.
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by Missanna inok so i send my father a letter telling him several reasons i do not believe the witnesses are jehovah's organization.i also told my father at the end of the letter that i was setting some boundaries once and for all.
that i would not be emotionally blackmailed or verbally abused anymore that if he wanted to talk to me as a father then i welcome that and if he can't do that then i do not wish to comunicate with him.
i sent it about a week ago and was waiting for all hell to break loose but nothing happend.
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Missanna
ok so i send my father a letter telling him several reasons i do not believe the witnesses are Jehovah's organization.i also told my father at the end of the letter that i was setting some boundaries once and for all. that i would not be emotionally blackmailed or verbally abused anymore that if he wanted to talk to me as a father then i welcome that and if he can't do that then i do not wish to comunicate with him. I sent it about a week ago and was waiting for all hell to break loose but nothing happend. so i don't hear from anyone in my family which surprised me because they are all so nosey and judgemental, they seem to not be able to help themselves sometimes. So i thought hmmm maybe they are going to just let it go... yeah right... until i get an e-mail from my sister tonight... i feel like this is the beginning of something huge... here is her e-mail
Anna,
I was just curious as to why you don't believe Jehovah is using the organization. It is very clear to me that he is and i don't see how anyone could think otherwise. I don't want any links to info or anything like that. I want to know what you personally think. I love you and don't take this as an attack. I'm just wanting to talk.
Becky
SO i reply...
Becky,
Obviously, you heard about the letter i sent to dad. I told you before that if you have any questions to please come to me personally so i do not take what you said as an attack. I am questioning though, if you are really willing to listen to what i have to say. Before i tell you why I don't believe that the witnesses are Jehovah's organization, I am curious as to why you do believe that it's God's organization. Without using the societies literature I really would like to know why you do believe. I don't want any articles from the watchtower or anything like that I truly want to know why you personally believe.
Love always,
Anna
so i may need some help when this little disscussion gets going. I'll keep you posted.
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my story part 2: in the grips of missanna
by bigdreaux inas per request, here is the story of bigdreaux and misanna's courtship.
hope you enjoy.
as i sat watching busload after busload of my fellow neighbors, flowing into the rest area, the reality of what was actually happening hit me.
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Missanna
God... that story... once again you made me cry. to think about what i would be putting up with at home right now if i hadn't met bigdreaux, scares me. I am so glad i met you. Everyone... this man is the best of men. stands up for the people he loves, is compasionate, strong, romantic, and down right sexy! lol obviously i'm in love. Every once in a while i read in my diary the night me and bigdreaux met. it still gives me butterflies. I love this man so much.
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my story
by bigdreaux inwell, i guess it's time for me to write the story of how i ended up here.. i was born in 1976 in new orleans.
i was raised in the organazation.
i never knew any different.
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Missanna
Baby, i'm so sorry i didn't read this sooner than this. Everytime i read this i cry. You are the most amazing person i've ever met. I'm proud to be a part of your life.
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I did it! and it's your fault
by Hortensia ini went to the grocery store today - no that's not your fault.. it's 103 degrees today, not bad.
there were three people sitting in the shade in front of the grocery store.
there was a middle aged woman, an older man in a wheelchair, and a thin man whose frozen smile screams "elder.
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Awesome!!!
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Bigdreaux and Missanna
by IP_SEC intwo very nice peeps.. thanks for having me in nawlins yall.
the concert was awesome & i had a great time.
next time i need some extra decadence in my life, you know where to find me!.
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Ip drew's right if you show that picture to ANYONE i will kill you. Much love though. and what's the kittens of doom all about??? it's twisted but hillarious. when are you coming back down?
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babe, you are so sweet. anyway yep that was a hoot!!! lol partied wayyyyyyy too much. and i have to go to work today. not good. anyway thanks everyone for being so awesome! next year i can party legally! woooo hooooo
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growing emotionally :)
by Missanna ini've been thinking a lot lately about how much i've changed over the last year.
i've only been out of the borg for a year but i've changed so much.
my father called me the other day and told me that he found out that my husband has been going on these xjw boards and wanted to know how i felt about it.
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awww babe stop it! you embarressing me infront of my friends. lol i do feel like i've come a long way. i mean a year from not i was so confused and scared and didn't know if i was doing something wrong and i guess since i've had this freedom and my mind is finally free to think everything is clearer now. i still worry about talking to my dad because if i do decide to have that conversation with him about why i don't believe in the "truth" anymore i'm not good at explaining things. my dad even though he's an abusive, miserable, hateful man he knows the bible very well and will try his damnest to prove me wrong... but on the other hand why do i have to explain anything to him?? if i don't does it seem like i'm hiding it or ashamed of it??
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'peoples choice awards' for me in my small city, if you knew my story:)
by orbison11 inwell some here know my story,,after dfing, pretty bad,,,.
lets just say i went from an easy financial existance to immediate extreme poverty.
and being a mature female, that is harsh.
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CONGRATS!!!! that's awesome!