Even though I left the dubs 10 years ago I guess I still felt obligated to them in some form. I somehow managed to kid myself that the WTS has good intentions. It was only in recent months when talking to a co-worker (who also happens to be a good friend) that I really started to open my eyes and look at them for what they are.
I then started googling 'Jehovah's Witnesses' which led me to the freeminds.org site which led me here!