I am a current witness. I agree a lot with what Still said. Also I have been on a JW discussion board for almost 7 years on AOL. There are many BACs who inhabit that board, and while all of them said they "loved" us and were concerned that we weren't being taught the "truth" many of them did not know how to make rational arguments and resorted to ad hominen attacks, which we retailated in return. But some of the BACs (Born-Again Christians) were very nice, and I learned a lot about more about certain interpretations of the scriptures from them. And I started to notice that the society does not discuss a lot of chapters in the Bible--they sort of leave them alone. In looking at these chapters, mostly in the Greek scriptures, I found some treasures and realized that the society does not (although it is stressed) consider the entire context of some scriptural text. They just pick out certain verses and make an application which most of the time is in error.
I have had questions all along, I have come to realize, but have kept them to myself. I decided earlier this year, that I would do a slow fade. The district convention this past year was agony for me. Now I've been to a lot of conventions over the years, and many of them were pretty good, but it seems like in the past few years, they've been going down hill. All I seem to hear is the droning on of subjects that I have heard since I was a child. (I was raised in the "truth"). I am of the old school I guess you would say, having spent my childhood in the '50's and my teen years in the '60's.
Several years ago I read CoC only to shut up witnesses and non-witnesses alike on the JW AOL board. I felt that I could not argue something about someone whom I have not read. Before that, I also was of the opinion that Ray Franz was an apostate, but when I started reading his book, I saw that he wasn't--and his book is not an attack on the society. I have ordered In Search of Christian Freedom to read as well. There are other things going on in my life as well that need resolution--and I'm not sure how they are going to turn out--but it's going to be a slow resolution.
I have also talked to athiests and agnostics on AOL, and their questions, somewhat, made me start questioning what I have been taught more than the BACs. After you're around them for a while and try to convince them that an invisible creature talking thru a snake made Eve eat of the fruit of the tree starts to sound silly. Plus trying to tell them that Jesus returned invisibly in 1914, and them asking for proof and you go to WWI, they will shoot that argument down in a heartbeat. It really started making me think more about what I have been taught. How can anybody put a date on anything superhuman beings might do? Some of my questions have to do with 1914-1918, Christ coming to clean his spiritual temple, and all that stuff. There is absolutely NO physical proof that this has happened. And if it did happen, then following the course of events in Revelation, everything should have been all over with by now. There wouldn't be this period of seeming peace since all that stuff "happened" during 1914-1918. It sort of leaves me hanging...if you know what I mean.
Plus, I think you guys are great. You have incredible wit; I love your sense of humor and the way you express yourselves about the "truth" and the Borg,---only another JW with a good sense of humor could appreciate it!!!!