thebiggestlie - your letter brought tears to my eyes.
It reminded me of the first time my husband cried when he knew I wanted to leave. But I felt just like you - I was ready to face what was to come. I knew if I stayed 'the truth' would slowly destroy me, my daughter and my hubby too, as it had been doing.
We were having a discussion on sunday evening. I was telling my hubby that I'd had no friends at the hall. He said he didn't have any either. He is very outgoing, he has the respect and love of everyone who meets him and yet still he feels friendless in 'the truth' - an eye opener for me as I am quiet and reserved and always felt that I was friendless because of my personality.
I'd like to show my hubby your letter because of the authentic feelings you express for all of us. Thanks for revealing them.
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