This is such a good topic for countless lurkers to hear. Old timers to the board may say this is such old news, but its
time to refresh it for others to see. It's easy to say just go back to topic history, but it's just not the same, there's
no back and forth input ! Others get to see the raw emotions and feelings as they surface .References and proofs
document your doubts.... to reaffirm their shocking reality ;As other have already well said ..The implanted idea's
have always appeared to be almost like a letter from God (semi-inspired was mentioned ).First this idea itself must
take a tumble. All your investment in time and money and learning, plays on your mind. Your sense of self-pride
says... why couldn't I see this before now ? Your trust as a whole is shaken, your whole world view must now change !
In the end it all comes down to "intent", what is the intent behind the WT ?
My advice though, is to try to pace yourself,an opening mind ( once intentionally starved for free thought) wants to devour
all the food at once! Take long walks, take time to reflect & slowly accept & absorb!
Caliber