Hi Es, sorry to hear this. My grandfather passed a few weeks back. I wasn't even that close and it was hard. I hope you have a good visit too.
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My nana is dying :(
by Es inhey all,.
i recently posted a topic on loosing it with my father, so some of you would know my nan isnt doing well.
they finally got rid of the infection on monday we were all relieved.
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Visit From The Elders
by Lloyd Braun in"well, are we stopped?
" (dark helmet) ... "we're stopped sir" (colonel sanders) - spaceballs 1987. the inevitible and imminent visit that i had hoped was going to be quite a bit further down the road from now has just occurred.
i am growing paranoid while at the same time welcoming this.
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I say go - dressed in drag - and just say "I'm going through a strange stage in my life at the moment"
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Just started COC, can't stop crying
by erynw ini left the wtb&ts 24 years ago after being a full time pioneer for 15 years and have never looked back.
i have no family "in" and have moved very far away from the congro i left.
no one here knows i used to be in this cult.. i experienced the usual shunning from the members of the congro i went to and from surrounding congregations (the city i lived in was big and had several khs), but it didn't last long because i moved away shortly after the "big announcement".
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I haven't read it yet but I do plan to - thx for the reminder.
I think Horrible Life is close on the steps - I went through them pretty quickly to be honest only recently after being out for 5 or so years. Not sure what the bargaining part is though but definitely anger and a touch of depression but getting to accept where I am. The good thing is after making it through I feel more normal and stable than ever before - and I don't even have the "paradise" to look forward to.
I hope you can come through like many here have been able to. (and you too Goinggoinggone if you still are in the steps as it were)
P.S One of my last posts mentioned my sister who has been out for 13 years and still got scared in thunderstorms because of "armageddon" !!! Fortunately I have been able to set her straight...
PSS I still feel a little bit of No. 2 now and then
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Do Not Be a Victim of Propaganda! vs Sept 07 OKM
by Black Sheep inthis is an adaptation of my commentary for my wife on one of the propaganda articles still published on the official wt website.. i think they are a good set of articles to refer to when discussing the sept 2007 okm qfr and jws cultish behaviour in general.. .
cheers.
chris.
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sparrow
linking this too - I think I can use this. Thx
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I know why the end didn't come yet.....
by JH init,s because god is waiting for us all to go back, then the end will come.. ok, who will go back first?
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maybe it came and I missed it? I'm just in denial...
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what a pathetic site this is, so sorry i joined
by donna4174 into everyone looking at these pages you are all demonic and will be judged when jehovahs day is near dont leave it to late you sinners of satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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sparrow
ok - who let the
nutjobsspecial people out of the asylum. I thought that was only on the weekends they did that.P.S. Should I have not got 666 tattoed on my butt? Will that make me easy to find at armageddon to be destroyed?
- didn't want to sound to harsh so changed my terminology
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Do you really want to save us?
by nvrgnbk inthis is for the christians.. let's put our swords away.. try to convince those of us that have lost our faith to accept jesus christ and all that that acceptance entails.. pretend that our lives( eternal) depend on it.. that's what you believe isn't it?.
this is an opportunity to win souls for christ.. yes.
things may get heated.
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Hey nvr - I guess I agree with you on this one. I'm starting to think it doesn't matter if God exists or not - as it was mentioned - he/she doesn't obviously care about what goes on down here anyway. I used to pray too - but can honestly say I never felt holy spirit and never felt better for it. Nothing ever changed either. Was I praying to the wrong God? If I was sincere about it (although decieved by WT) and I was god I wouldn't have minded.
You gotta find your own way and enjoy what you can now of the life you have. Thank
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Hello
by Lloyd Braun inhello all ex-jw's long time lurker first time posting.
obviously my name is not my real name but i don't want to reveal my real name for fear of shunning obviously.
i have really appreciated much of what this site offers in vast amounts of information that is valuable to me.
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sparrow
Hi LB,
Welcome from
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Letter that my DFed wife received from her Pioneer Mother
by Hangin_on inwe have been dfed for almost 3.5yrs and have been trying to get back in for 2 yrs and we are getting the runaround.. anyway..... here is the letter my pregnant wife received from her elderess pioneer mother.. .
dear mary,.
i am writing to ask you please do not try to talk to me until you are reinstated.
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sparrow
I don't have much to add here but I am sorry you have to go through that. I hope your wife one day sees the BS the org spits out and gives up trying to go back. I'm starting to wear my DF'ing as a symbol of pride and achievement.
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At the Specail Assambly Day
by Hermano ini'm at the special assambly day entitled, jehovah is our potter we are the clay.
interesting day.
there was a talk in the morning session which included the news media as one of the tools that satan uses to mislead us.
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reading this - I'm glad I'm DF'd.