This is not to take away from the hardship a lot of people had due to abuse and other things inhumane people had to suffer as a result of growing up a witness that I have never have had to deal with. However, nearly all of the bad experiences I have had growing up that I can recall are a direct result of doing the wrong thing against "jehoober" and the guilt that goes along with it. Man made rules, forced confession, missing meetings, not good enough, natural experiences growing up a dude - all bad/demonic, etc etc
How much different would I be?? Weaker? Stronger? More balanced? Less Emotional? More Emotional? Funnier? Less sarcastic? More Sarcastic? Less Sinistic? More Sinistic? More/less loving? Would I be the same with less hang ups? Less interesting?
At the end of the day I guess we are what we are, so we have to do what we can with what we have....
I guess...