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  Not to sound crazy but.......

  by blueviceroy in

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  hey you know i'm not suicidal but i lost my fear of death about two and a half years ago .

  i kind of see it as a relief .

  i'm in good health i love my family and friends and am greatly loved in return people need and apreciate me now which has always been something i've enjoyed.

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  I hate bttt posts but I need some help and here is good help to be found ya?
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  Spanish Congo's--You just aren't chic if have not switched yet!

  by oompa in

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  it seems like all around me goody types are leaving english and going spanish.

  whats the deal?...one told me he loved it cause he did not understand anything for 3 years!!!!

  !....oompa

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  Estoy aprendendo espaniol para dos anos

  (I am learning spanish for two years )

  Learning spanish is neccessary if you really want some prebrainwashed immagrants to victimize. Most south of border citizens have been force fed the catholic poison religion and are receptive to the garbage information presented

  I am learning simply because our new neighbors and friends arent leaving anytime soon
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  Favourite 80s video game

  by 5thGeneration in

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  just in some crazy posting mood today.. mine was galaga.

  man, was i good.

  http://www.tripletsandus.com/80s/80s_games/arcade.htm.

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  MOON PATROL AND DIG-DUG CRAZY CLIMBER MAJOR HAVOK
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  Not to sound crazy but.......

  by blueviceroy in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hey you know i'm not suicidal but i lost my fear of death about two and a half years ago .

  i kind of see it as a relief .

  i'm in good health i love my family and friends and am greatly loved in return people need and apreciate me now which has always been something i've enjoyed.

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  Opening myself to truth is what caused my quandry . I see a religion and think" hmm what kind of nonsense are these guys pushing" I'm able to see all religions as equal to each other and believe me that took some serious mental gymnastics after all the crap that had been stored in there.

  So now the road is open and free of debri . I think honesty in knowing your own limitations is very important arrogance kills intellect and maims reason . Once again I ask for some "Good News!" but this time I look with my eyes open
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  Funny video we recorded at work!

  by Burger Time in

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  Hey !! Wheres the funny at??
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  Not to sound crazy but.......

  by blueviceroy in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  hey you know i'm not suicidal but i lost my fear of death about two and a half years ago .

  i kind of see it as a relief .

  i'm in good health i love my family and friends and am greatly loved in return people need and apreciate me now which has always been something i've enjoyed.

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  blueviceroy

  Hey you know I'm not suicidal but I lost my fear of death about two and a half years ago . I kind of see it as a relief . I'm in good health I love my family and friends and am greatly loved in return people need and apreciate me now which has always been something I've enjoyed

  But now I'm going nuts in my search for some real meat to sink my spiritual jaws into. I feel that aspect of me as growing and becomeing more insistent everyday for real "spiritual food" JWs gave me dysintary

  .Chrisianity pales when scrutinized and I'm issuficiantly aquainted with any good sources for real spiritual growth . Most stuff I find is like instant mac and cheese . meh ,..

  Could someone post some could links to help a seeker out? I meditate and pray everyday sometimes more than once and it helps my mind stay clear and directs my proccesses better but I think I need a little more on nurturing the inner man and his connection with the infinite

  Any help would be appreciated
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  Fade Unsuccessful

  by FadingELD in

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  i am new to this site but have been lurking for a while now.

  i have not told my story yet because i am in the middle of a situation i had hoped to avoid.

  my wife is still a jw in good standing, my two sons were dfd a year ago.

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  To thine own self be true brother . The right thing will happen when we open eyes. After being exposed to the light we cant retreat to darkness and love it again ,

  Fly free free bird
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  Uniting American Families Act

  by eisenstein in

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  dear friends,.

  i am posting this for a close friend who is very involved in trying to get equal rights for everyone including marriage for homosexuals.

  we have talked deeply about spiritual things and how we both escaped mind-controlling cults.

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  I'm pretty sure that as long as people exist on this planet there will be homosexuals. I think maybe alot of us have experimented with gayness at some level of activity and if you can find happiness with a person it shouldn't matter what sex they are . I do have a problem with gays that act out with offensive gay stereotypes (i dont have spell check) Just be Gay! Dont try to proove how gay you are please .We all have a touch of gay so lets be real .Grown ups should be free to practice any safe respectful and peace abiding thing they wish. Cant we all just grow up?
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  So here's what I'm thinking...my bleeding heart liberal rant...

  by changeling in

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  i heard on the news this morning that the us has finally met it's enlistement quota.

  they acheived this by offering a $20,000 bonus upon enlisting.. the us has also relaxed it's standards as to who they allow to enlist.

  a criminal record and drug issues will no longer keep you out of the armed forces.. so, in many cases the country is sending uneduacted, criminally inclined young men and women to a nasty war, to witness atrocities that furthur sear their conscience.

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  I used to be a soldier and smart people dont like to kill others . they end up orering others to do the killing for them. Military training will cause some to need a lot of therapy (me) and its not for everyone

  .If you can shut off all the truly compassionate and empathatic emotions and do what your told whatever that might be (murder demolition theft arson guarding or a tech education) you will do fine . But if you are a healthy person fragmenting your own mind for a paycheck sucks .

  Think post tramatic strees disorder this leads to schitzoid behavior. After being trained to kill another person because your given an order to do so it takes a bit of time to put that other persona to bed.

  I still love playing uber violent video games and know that inside I'm still capable of anything (ya anything) but I dont need meds and counciling is a thing of the past.

  I dont boil with rage or have too many homocidal thoughts lol! After a lot of years and hard work I'm mostly at peace other than this crazy obsession I have with finding a better answer than "On the sixth day God created man"
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  If this forum was high school, how many cliques would there be?

  by NotaNess in

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  i might ruffle some feathers here.

  we know in high school there is always a seperation of the students to a point, in groups or clicks... like the nerds, the jocks, preps, stuck up types, popular/not popular, druggies, bullies, etc.

  so after months of reading everyone here, i know there would be groups formed among all the members here, if we were to be put into a gathering situation.

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  I have always stood outside and watched other people divide themselves up and then I would socialize with everyone. I always counted my true friends on one hand.