welcome friend
You are blessed to have discovered that the TRUTH really isn't the truth at 30 years old. Take advantage of your situation get fully involved in your medical studies and stay inactive and miss meetings on a regular basis you can use the excuse of school studies to do and to little time to do it. Be kind and loving to your family and be evasive to the elders you don't need to tell them or your family more then they need to know about how you really feel about the WT org or as many call it the (BORG). Remember there is real life after the watchtower system enjoy it.