Oompa, I can sympathize with you when you say that you constantly think about JW crap.
Ever since I discovered how much of a fraud they are, I have been feeling anxious to tell everyone about it. I think about this JW crapevery damn day. I check this forum every day just to see what other crap there is to find out. I feel an anxiety to just explode and tell everyone their in a cult! But I hold back.........
I'm sorry your wife does not see things your way. It would make your life easier..
I showed my wife everything I've found, and although she was hesitant at first, she started to see through their deceptions and lies, and she now stands by my side. She actually encourages me to move on from all this JW crap. Life's too short to worry about getting anyone out of this cult. But I still can't stop thinking about it... I think, for me, I just need closure. I want the chapter of my JW life to close, so I can begin a new one without it. And with her, I feel like one day I will be able to close this chapter forever.
Hang in there, man. I like some of the funny comments you make on this board...