Guys, for those who know me here, I apologize in advance for being such troublesome pain in the ass. I have had some scary low spots these past two years, and was imo on way too many meds. I really had a death wish for awhile, and do not want to revist that feeling. Now I only take 30 mg of Cymbalta, but just dont seem to be able to my old self back. Why shouldn't I be depressed though? Waking up after 40 plus years in a cult and being shunned by just about everybody because I let them know what I think is not exactly partytime. I don't seem to be able to move beyond JWD even...my mind is so constantly focused on JW crap and how to get my family out....it is not healthy.
As far as meds go, anybody have great sucess or with any other method for that matter? I used to be a high energy outgoing person, but have lost interest in just about everything I ever had a passion for. These should be some of the best years of my life, and they are just slipping away. ...............oompa