first thing?
i spilled my guts to my family
all of whom had left earlier,
telling them all the things i
had learned on the pages
of the JWD site about the
rampant and raging hypocrisy
of the b0rg, offered a deep, profound
apology to my children, weeping
copiously for my trespass against
their lives for EVER having bought
the lies of the b0rg and the
harm it had brought to them....
then i called the one "worldly" friend
i had actually made and kept during my
assimilation in the cult and told her i was
out.... her relief was unparalled! her 89 YO
mother had a one word response "GOOD"!
never had to go on a bender or smoke
or any of that other stuff, because i had
already done it all before i drank the kool-aid...