By the way... thanks for the "welcome", freetosee. It's been quite an eye opener to see so many with the same thoughts as myself.
I was born and raised a JW, baptized in '68, pioneered on and off, disfellowshipped in '74, reinstated in '75 (whew, just in time for armageddon!), stopped going in the early 80's during a divorce, made a comback in the late 80's and then finally stopped altogether in the mid 90's, not officially, just stopped going. So I guess I wasn't truely there. It's like the one poster said a couple messages back, this is our social world. Having been raised in the "truth", what else is there in this world? I had no other friends or family out of it?
I have a totally different life now but still have the Christian principles inside of me. But I am more open to reason than I used to be as a raised JW, where you just ate the "food" regardless of how it taste or whether it was good for you. I still do feel somewhat distant from all organizations though, both political and religious. I'm not a member of any. So thanks everyone for sharing your ideas. I was always led to believe that those who left the truth were unscrupulious, criminal, immoral type people. It's good to see that there are others who walked away, not because they were evil, but just because we feel that things just didn't make sense. I thought I was the only one out here.