They have the best anyone has to offer?
Is it "THEY" in the Bible, that offers lifes water free?
From a Biblical aspect...if that is what you are after....there is no NEED of a group who has it.
Love God ,and your fellowman and you should'nt need to 'worry'.....according to the Bible.
If your family and friends could see it that way, there would be no problem with any of you. THEY make the problem....not you cyg.
I WISH YOU HAPPINESS IN WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE.