Dear Daniel,
Thank you for your frank reply, we now know where you stand ,and your motive for posting what you did. anything that may help anyone leave the WT/JW is appreciated on this site.
I was very similar to you, I made my dedication, and subsequent baptism way back in 1962, to Almighty God, not an organization.
To get you to examine your religion, its true history, and its teachings with an open mind I fear may be difficult, if not impossible. If you ever feel that you are not happy about the religion in any way, then why not discuss it with us on here ?
Also why not enter debates on various threads here ? We do not get the perspective of an active JW very often on here, just XJW's.
I know that the WT cautions against discussing things with people like us, but if what you have is the truth, what is there to fear ?
Lies are easily defeated by the truth, truth stands up to any scrutiny.