rebel, I have to go along with you on this one.
I only ever got as far as Un-baptised Publisher because of this very thing. I just could not understand the extremely complicated ins and outs of it all.
I was told that it was not necessary for me to understand it, just believe it. "Have faith in us" they said, "would we ever lie to you", "just believe us" etc. I have found this to be exactly what makes the JW tick despite their protestations that they do understand it.
During my studies I searched for people who claimed to have a good understanding of the "truth". I asked a few of them identical questions on understanding scriptural matters and on many occasions got completely different answers to the same question.
Whatever they might say to the contrary they do not all have the same understand of it, however long they have been in it.
It is all based on new light and waiting on Jehovah.
Is it necessary, or even possible, to have a complete understanding? I dont think so. If it is how do you explain the JWs doctrines to an illiterate Batonka tribesman? Because if he doesnt understand it he cant join up to be saved at Armageddon.
The other problem that I had was that I was supposed to go out and convert others to beliefs that I could not even understand myself and everybody else in the congregation would probably explain differently. This bothered me but no one else in the congregation even gave it a thought. "This is the truth" they said "so it has to be right".
The fact that their Kingdom Message (1914 etc) was completely different to the message preached by Jesus just did not seem to bother them.
Whether it is the teachings of Pastor Russell or the Watchtower its just far too complicated to be believable for me and I guess many others who might think it is necessary to at least understand the principles of it before saying that they believe it and start preaching it to others.
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