One of the best Witnesses I met when I came in had been at Bethel during that time period. He came back home like a celebrated war hero and went on to having assembly parts and being respected. But I got a glimpse of his human side. He was depressed. I told him that I was considering Bethel and he said that it isn't' for everyone. I wondered what that meant but I could almost feel his isolation.
He became inactive and his family, stripped of the status they once had, were now ashamed of him.
He used a shotgun.