Yes I remember that conversation...which is why I said I hoped you'd made some progress since then. Last I recall she was trying to open up a bit but I guess that didn't pan out. Sorry to hear...
It's amazing that after YEARS of doing nothing BUT studying they still pressure ex-JWs to do just that. As if we're going to read something we didn't before and have some miraculous revelation that changes our minds about everything.
I'd love to hear more of your stories on here! I always enjoy a good read and you've yet to disappoint me.