Hello Ian. You sound like a guy after my own heart, or perhaps I am after yours. It would be great if you stuck around here, as there are many "truth seekers" such as yourself that post here on this board. Most people who join into the JW
way of life are very different than the way you present yourself. YOU WILL be accepted with open arms, big smiles, and big love. For someone who has never "felt" this bombardment before, it is often different than anything else they felt in times
s gone by, and really, who doesn't want to be loved? With a world full of broken hearts and sad people, it's hard to see though the "love",and not see it for what it really is. Superficiality. There are only two kinds to the JW mentality. Those who fall
in line with doctrinal thinking, and those who don't. When you stand up and confront the "love", by asking questions in which your heart seeks , you'll be left wondering what it was exactly that you felt in the first place. Please don't let me be one
to dissuede you, it seems apparent to me this is something you have to do for yourself. PLEASE come bck here and share it along the way.
lurk3r