Yes this is the new realization I have just had.
I recently went to a family event which happened to have several witnesses, none of whom I knew, thankfully.
"Oh so you're ****'s and ****'s other child, (the evil son that went astray) nice to finally meet you"
Anyway my Dad comments to me saying that there are allot of nice single girls in the truth. Then he asks me if I've met any nice girls lately.
"Well, no dad, it's quite hard to meet new people once... you know...you leave the org. Isn't that how it's designed?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well I was taught to hate the world and wasn't allowed to have worldly friends or go to school camps or other kids houses, which seems to be a tactic by the watchtower to make sure you have nothing outside the org to go to, so you can never leave"
"Well I did the best I could, and the reason you have a steady job and you don't do drugs is because I protected you from the world"
"But it wasn't the best YOU could do, it was handing your parental instincts and decision making to the Watchtower"
"Well the watchtower does the best they can for us"
I was pretty pissed off by this stage and didn't have the restraint to kindly ask how not having any friends kept me away from drugs.
Do they not realize that the reason WE struggle is not because the world is an evil place. We struggle because that's how the watchtower designed it to be for us. Since birth they have made it so that we would be so fucking retarded that we would be forever bound to the org.
It is not a bad reflection on us AT ALL.
If I raised a kid to speak Klingon and only associate with vertebrate animals could I claim that I protected him from the evil world and that if he strayed he should come back to the safety of his absurd upbringing?
You can not reason with these people. They are fucking morons. That's all there is to it.
The reason I left the truth was because I wasn't a total moron. I didn't ever have my heart in it. It was just something I had to do. Sometimes I tried a little harder but mostly I didn't.
How can these "adults" these people I call my parents who are apparently responsible citizens fall for the shit stain logic of the Watchtower?
I think my next step is to just accept that some people are just stupid and gullible.
I'm grateful for all my parents did for me, but how could they be so careless as to join this cult. It isn't even mildly convincing. Were they on drugs in the 70's? I have no idea.