Welcome SickandTired!
I think the thing to do is not put yourself under any pressure - well don't put yourself under any more pressure than you've already got.
If your husband is a non-questioning born in it will be difficult so concentrate on what you think and believe! It's an exciting adventure, discovering who you actually are, so take it at your own pace.
Just have a read around & we're always here for support & when you need to vent.