Re...Prayer. It can help to focus your mind....akin to meditation etc. I would say you did not receive any divine help there. Thats not say 'prayer' does no good! As I said, it can help..........as could other things!
Re leaving 'Jehovah's True Organisation'.........you did. But so what!? J'ehovah' and 'Jehovah's True Organisation' are all man made!
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