often, and starting especially sinc ethe WTS put so much emphasis on personal study and family worship, I took also time to find asnwers for deeper questions.
Time and again I could see, the answers found on the WT-Library are not always satisfying, more questions were left open than answered.
This questioning led to seeing inconsistencies in doctrines and even outright contradictions.
once the questioning rreally starts, it doenst end,
It finally led to question even Gods existence.
Now I am after looking again a bit on science (free from WTS approved material) I still see proof for existence of a higher being.
Regarding the bible, I am not sure, since all my faith in Gods word was based upon one-sided information from the ORG.
Esp. some events on the OT make no sense to me...on the other hand, I will make good use of it to help others to see how far the WTS is in many aspects from the true message of Gods word (no matter if it is his word or not)