something like the moon coming at me, it was all quite and serene I heard a deep voice that seemed everywhere say very softly I have everything under control.
moon=big surgical light
voice=doctor
by dead i mean not breathing and no heartbeat.
it took me a year to remember that i felt ,saw, experienced nothing.
the whole thing bummed me out even though i had bought in to what the teaching is before it happened.
something like the moon coming at me, it was all quite and serene I heard a deep voice that seemed everywhere say very softly I have everything under control.
moon=big surgical light
voice=doctor
we are having a first ever birthday party for my daughter in a few weeks.
i have never been to a b-day party, as i grew up jw.. my daughter is turning 5.. any advice or party tips?
how many kids should i invite?
Dont have her open the gifts while the kids are still there or there will be fighting over them and maybe some kids/there parents being embaressed some1 gave something more expensive.Best to just have her do it after i think.
by dead i mean not breathing and no heartbeat.
it took me a year to remember that i felt ,saw, experienced nothing.
the whole thing bummed me out even though i had bought in to what the teaching is before it happened.
scared,releived happy to be alive anything
by dead i mean not breathing and no heartbeat.
it took me a year to remember that i felt ,saw, experienced nothing.
the whole thing bummed me out even though i had bought in to what the teaching is before it happened.
I apperently died for a few minutes from an accidental drug overdose but i was in a coma like state at the time from said overdose so i dont remember much from being dead or the day before or after that day,It should probably effect me more then it does.I feel nothing about the incident.
i just wondered how people feel about this?
- do some only mix with other ex witnesses a couple of my friends, and it seems that by definition, they are 'ex witnesses' almost like a religion in itself.
- i would never define myself as an 'ex employee of xxx' as you leave it behind it doesnt define you.
cult survivor and just me if thats possible
1. bethel in ny suspect high level apostate, cant identify it but know its there.
2. major organizational changes about to start rolling out, one is changes to the "service committee" and titles, po to be done away with, thats all i know for now.
was told that if you are the sort of person that cant handle changes, you wont stay in the org for long.
lovesdubs-
Im thinking Jehovah himself is the apostate :) the ultimate inside man!hahahahah
i've stated this before on this message board but i was kind of curious about this and wanted to get some feedback from the group.
in particular, the ladies who are either current or former jw's.. about a year or so ago, my wife went with me to a church i was attending at the time.
we then later that morning attended a kh meeting.
In my experince jw men are self centered and conceited a gf or wife is largely a status symbol and another way to further there "theocratic goals" or they want sex.The very good witness men i have known have been older and just plan goodhearted. They would have been with or without being witnesses but as for the bad ones there bs was tolerated by witnesses where as it wouldnt be in the outside world for the most part
remember some of the garbage served at the district conventions?.
i was at the dollar store today and noticed they started carrying "shasta" cola.. i started laughing because they used to serve that skunk water at the district conventions when i was a kid.. they always brought in the cheapest, nastiest soda they could buy.. one year we had something called vess cola - that was actually worse than the shasta!
then, they ran out on sunday and had to buy pepsi from the local distributor - we were all rejoicing!!.
In the maritmes in canada there was some lovley sisters who made sandwiches there must have been a brigade to make like thousand sandwiches but yea they were delicious. And little things of yogurt and juice evreything seemed snack sized.The bring ur own lunch thing happened when i was really young tho.like 5 or 6
will this show ever be released on dvd?
i loved the reruns as a kid!.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmzispmtfca.
well the movie is maybe im getting confused with that but i thought id seen box sets of it with box sets of spiderman and superman.But thanks for posting all these im really enjoying them there hilarous!
just wondering of those that pray and who have left the organisation, do you still address god as jehovah?.
i think i'm currently in that awkward stage where i'm neither in or out, yet don't feel i should even address, or have the right, to talk to god (jehovah) until i decide where i sit.
so i'm wondering if it's hypocritical to pray and use his name.
haha thanks for the advice good thing i live alone i can talk to all my imaginary friends and no-1 is the wiser.sometimes moses crashes on the couch.lol