Shouldn't it be a rebel without a.... Oh... I see what you did there. j/k lol
Welcome to the forum! I'll be back in a second to say more, but I have food in the oven.
EDIT: Sorry to hear about your rough time. Like they've already said before me, a lot of us have similar stories. You're not alone. Keep your head up and everything will be fine. Oh, and I know what you mean by being a little young... I feel SOOOO young sometimes on here.