Whatever reasons you can muster, even free of apostate contact, won't really matter once the announcement "So-and-so is no longer one of Jehovah's Witnesses" gets pronounced at the KH.
If you can slip into the category of "inactive with issues", you'll find that you'll be left alone, and unless you do something so in-your-face to the congregation like openly start dating someone, or cohabiting with them, or maybe start celebrating holidays and decorating your house... they'll pretty much consider you out of sight our of mind.
If on the other hand you want to leave and do it with "drama" enough to wake someone else up and you won't be miffed by the term "apostate" then you could go for it, because no matter where your sources come from, if they are negative of the WTS, they will be considered apostate invormation. In which case you could go big, make a big stink just for the emotional release of pent up frustration from Borganization's pressure and control.
Whatever you do, may you find the closure and peace you desire.
With best wishes.