Yeah it "screwed" me up but after a while you finally start to look at the flip side.
I don't think anyone loves Saturday mornings more than ex-Jws. By that I mean whether you go for a jog or bike ride, or sit and sip coffee while you surf the internet, or just sleep in an extra hour, you know you are free. When I was active and did these things, I felt guilty that I wasnt out in service, even to the point where that stupid "bloodguilty" garbage messed with my head. Now, its just a great feeling of freedom, no matter what I decide to do.
I don't think anyone loves their free Tuesday/Thursday night more than ex-JWs. Just knowing you are free from the most mind-numbing meetings makes those nights so much better than if I had never been a witness.
Its like that for everything that JWism prohibited, that you can now enjoy without big brother looking over your shoulder.