I see far too much evidence of intelligent design
Such as?
how all supposedly randomness, with intelligent thinking ability, we as humans can't duplicate
I am not sure what you mean here...
If life happened on its own, why can't we create it ourselves.
First of all, who says we can't? "Haven't yet" doesn't equal "won't be able to". Science is progressing rapidly.
Secondly, given that it took billions of years, it might be fair to give humans a few hundred.
My question, is your path from being a JW, to not believe in bible, then not even in God. What made your belief firm in this?
She blinded me with science.