Farkel,
You know I’m just out (mentally, and spiritually) and very
new at this. There are many questions in my own mind as to WHAT REALLY DO I BELIEF. After spending 36 years in the Borg, the last few months I feel like Jonathan Livingston Seagull flying in the clouds. So please understand what follows is from a spiritual man experiencing a personal renaissance.
The original comment to Mommie that sparked the “What is righteous” thread included the thought:
‘the God I belief in would even let you blame him if that helps you through this’. You are going through trauma that I feel we are not made to deal with. Nor is it what God wants for us. Your lack of confidence in God, or even his existence, is understandable and even respectable in view of what you have been through in the past decades as well as what you are going through now. If we lousy humans on this board can sympathize, then I really believe God can too, even more so. The judgmental, seemingly arrogant God of the Hebrew scriptures is not the God I love and trust. That historic drama had the purpose of leading us to his Son, who revealed God to be a LOVING and patient SYPATHIZER with mankind, a RESCUER. He is revealed as hating no one EXCEPT self-righteous, authoritarian religionist such as the Pharisees.
You know who comes to mind as I describe my perception of God? You and others on this board.
No, I’m not saying you are God, but do you see some parallel?
Quote:
“I thought your God wrote me off. Not that I care that he did, or anything.
I thought I was toast in the mind of your God.
I'm just trying to understand stuff, Shebly. Unlike you, I have nothing figured out. If your God thinks I'm blasphemous in my process of understanding stuff then he is unworthy of my worship.”
Damn, Farkel! My God wouldn’t ‘right off’ his friend and fellow fighter. He wants to “toast” the same people you would like to “toast”. True, in your “process of understanding stuff” you’re a LOUD thinker. And true, in your outspoken rhetoric I wish you would at least include the possibility that there is a God who loves what you love and hates what you hate. But that’s where you are at right now.
I wish I could somehow help you deal with your dad’s condition. As said by others we support you and salute you.
Jst2laws