Van we all get sharp pains in and around the heart........... glad yours was not the final pain.
And P.S......... your wife was right! Hope you bought a sufficient amount of life insurance for the wife and family.
The entire appeal of the WT and JW construct was summed up by Freddy the ass hole Franz......when he spoke about the 1920's when the doctrine was put forth......... that 'many living today will never die'. Soon changed by the legal dept. to 'many living today MAY never die'. The Society protecting their ass.
So many people born in the turn of the century experienced WW 1, the Spanish flu which killed a hundred million people world wide. All sorts of diseases that were killer diseases. Cancer of course had no cure, TB, Polio, heart disease etc.
So a new religion actually before the WT created a religion........ presented this doctrine of living forever.
If there was ever a bull shit doctrine that was a life changer....... not dying...... was dreamed up by the WT Society and to this day people are desperately holding on to that hope.
A typical JW from the old school of thinking is ready to sacrifice billions of people so that they can live forever.
Freddy Franz gave a talk about how popular that saying was and how it drove people to the 'truth'. A big smile on his stupid face almost breaking into gleeful expressions.
He was oh so happy that someone, maybe Freddy..... thought that expression up.
Of course the Ban on Blood made sure that the faithful would get a 'dirt nap' until the Resurrection.
Jesus only had to wait for three days....what about the rest of us?
My Mom clung to this belief until she passed at 91. Never gave up hope. Spent half her life going door to door.