This is how ones may abide in the Christ... the TRUE vine... the ROOT of Jesse.. the BRIGHT morning star.
The Spirit says.. "Come to me.. all you who are toiling and loaded down... and I will REFRESH you.."
"If anyone is thirsty.. let him come to me.. and he that puts faith in me.. let him DRINK, even as the scripture says.. 'Out from his inmost parts streams of living waters will flow."
If you 'believe' and you wish to come to know him who is from the beginning... then search your hearts and come to him IN TRUTH.. and in the deepest of honesty.. and confess before him all your errors and ask of him to receive the water of life that he gives to "anyone asking, anyone seeking, anyone wishing, anyone knocking."
For your own benefit and your own best interests... you must be truly honest with yourself and speak "what is true" whether it is GOOD or BAD. If you lack the faith to hear him.. search your hearts for the REASONS you lack such faith and confess THESE reasons to him and openly.. and honestly.. ask that he 'open your ear' so that you may hear the voice of the Holy One calling out to you.
He forces no one to hear him and no one to understand him... so if you find in your heart that although you "want" to hear him... your heart does NOT wish to hear from him... that you tell him.. and confess to him.. and TELL him WHY your heart wishes NOT to hear from him.
Is your heart 'hiding' something that it wishes not to be "discovered?" Are you 'set' in your ways and in certain things you believe... that were you to actually hear that what you believe is NOT true.. or even erroneous.. that you "could not handle it?" Can you be honest enough to at least... admit it to YOURSELF.. that there are some things you are not ready for? Can you at least admit it to yourself that there are things your heart firmly holds onto.. that you cannot at this time 'let go of?' Are you willing to AT LEAST.. be patient with yourself until you "can" let go.. and you CAN hear with an open heart... that which you could not hear at present?
These things will help you to 'see' what IS in your heart and WHY your heart will not allow you to hear the things you may wish to hear. When you see this.. as horrible as it may look.. when you CONFESS IT.. and EMBRACE IT.. your heart will begin to LET IT GO.. if you really wish to. But.... it is UP TO YOU.
When your heart does let go.. and you then are freely 'hearing' from the Holy One.. as long as you keep and remain in union with his sayings that he gives to you... in YOUR HEART... then you will remain in union WITH YOU.. and you will remain in union.. WITH HIM. And as he speaks to you things hurtful to your flesh... but beneficial to your SPIRIT.. you will begin to bear MORE fruit.. of love... joy... peace.. long-suffering... goodness... kindness... FAITH... self-control... and your FRUIT will remain... and you will bring praise to our Father in the heavens.. for he LOVES the righteous AND the unrighteous.